Here's my first video! I hope you enjoy!
Monday, May 9, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
so I was looking at youtube and came upon someone who was demoing shellac burns with encaustic wax...sooo of course I ran to the hardware store and bought some shellac and came home and experimented...now I am telling you this is a dangerous experiment BUT so worth it!! I did LOTS of them..threw AWAY lots of them...learned a lot..is now in my arsenal of how to get out of a dulldrum with my paintings
so the simplicity of this painting is really to give you a sense of calm...which I do not have much of...I used to meditate a significant amount...went to week long retreats and just sat...listening (mostly to my thoughts...) and it was not until I just gave up because it was so darn frustrating did I get any relief at all...I just begged God to tell me what to do...what was my purpose...how can I help...I went on a vision quest...sat by myself in the desert just drinking water and praying for a 'vision'...seven days (well, only 4 of them was I fasting...) but a COMMITMENT for sure...I had many visions...but when I came home I was still just SuejFazio--mother of six children---wife to the great golf course architect Tom Fazio---and a wild working woman---always busy...too busy to save the world..or myself...well, I only say this all to give you an idea of my 'journey'..well, now I paint...and don't meditate at all and I am so peaceful and calm and I think quite helpful to adding to the joy of the world..and this painting just sorta nails that feeling!
I had a wonderful teacher Charles Gruppe...he taught oils/acrylics and really loosened me up with his fly by the seat of your pants approach...I went to Europe several times with the 'group'...Portugal, Spain, France, Italy..and Greece...it was all fun being with a bunch of artists breakfast/lunch/dinner...we'd be dropped off in some random little town in these foreign countries and just set up shop...with some pretty ridiculous results...these people who we didn't understand would come stand behind us and add comments..it was hard to stay focused...well, the reason I mentioned Charles was because he never used yellow...he said it 'scared' him...I have found that little piece of advice true...I struggle making yellow a meaningful color...I don't know why
You know...I never get tired of painting..and that is the truth...I think that is because I am in control and not...responding and then taking 'control'..so I start with an 'idea' and really paint that idea...and then the painting takes over...I get so excited at that stage and if I can stay quiet and jus really listen...well, that is when something can happen
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